Transition

There are things happening in my life that are changing, there are certain things that i don't like and there are certain pains in life that one has neccesary to bare.

One of life's messages are to get a job so that i can get money and move out, so that i can go to college and get an education...or at least an education. : ]

Another is that i will have to something quick to help out my family, my mom has pneumonia, she works at home now and she's providing for us all.

i on the otherhand, just got a temporary job to help out the money situation, and i don't know how long it is going to last, but i will make it as long as it takes.

All of my friends aren't doing much in their lives right now besides 'living life fun' the way it should be, in not a good sense i believe.

Given it's the summer and summer should be fun, but i don't know if it's right...i believe that there is good out of it and they are good friends but they're holding me back because i can't manage my life right now and i need to.(if you are my friends reading this, it is only in the good manner that i get things out and that i need to manage my time with you all, so it's really all my doing, even though i am here for all of you i need my life in this society to get my education and my cleanly repair)

I am going to start turning to my life some way in this world i may get a chance to start doing the right thing and lead people in a good way and to truly help mankind and others.